It has been almost a two month since my last update,

that was filled with so many things,

and so many changes.

There's too much to write down about the past year,

too much that I don't know where to begin.

Even if I try,

 I am certain that I will not be able to write down everything I want to.

My second year at the university has ended.

I felt so empty the moment I left Salaya,

It had been my home for almost a two month.

I will, surely, miss it a lot.

I'm back at home already, to spend my summer vacation here.

I feel like returning to the same old cycle I was used to last summer,

find something to do, do it, get bored,

find another thing to do, do it, get bored,

and so on...

It seems boring,

but I confess I quite like the time like this,

I feel no worry,

since there's no work to do,

no responsibility.

at least I do what I want to,

not what I have to.

I re-watched "Phantom of the Opera",

my all-time favorite movie.

I looked at old pictures we took at school,

read old mails,

listen to old music I listened to back in those days.

They revive my memories of the old time.

I miss school,

friends,

teachers,

the classrooms,

the lecture desks,

the trees,

the gate,

everything.

I can never forget them.

Now, something for me was change

And anythings  was change to bad.

yesterday come suddenly

Love was such as game to play

but I was lose,now

so this game was OVER

I meed a place to hide a way